My Wisconsin Fandom – 1

It is September 27 2018. Last night the Milwaukee Brewers clinched a spot in the MLB Postseason. It might be only a Wild Card play-in game, but there’s also a chance we still win the NL Central.

I have complained about the heartbreak caused by being a fan of Wisconsin teams. I was born in 1991 – so technically I have seen 2 Packers Super Bowls – but I only remember XLV vs the Steelers. Outside of that amazing year, Wisconsin sports fans suffer a lot of pain.

The Badgers Football team has been close to the College Football Playoff but always stumble at some point along the way. The Badgers basketball team reached a couple Final Fours but no championships. The Bucks have not been “great” in my lifetime, but that may be changing – god bless Giannis.

But the Brewers… Out of all of of our teams, the Brewers are my number one. In my lifetime, the Brewers have made the playoffs three times: 2008, 2011, and now 2018. We lost in 2011 to the rival Cardinals in the NLCS. Lost in 2008 to the Phillies in the NLDS.

This year, it will be different. (Or will it?) I am creating this blog to document my heartbreak or elation in October. Becoming used to the let downs, they all blend together. With this forum I can have a record of when and how exactly my happy OR sad tears occurred.

For Uecker,

Go Brewers.


Podcast Review: S-Town / Chapter 1

S-Town, a new podcast by the creators of Serial and This American Life, debuted today with all seven chapters released simultaneously.



Chapter 1 introduces us to the host, Brian Reed, and the man who was the basis for the podcast, John McLemore. John called Brian in 2013 to share a story about a potential murder in his small Alabama town (or “Shit Town”) and convinced Brian to dive into it.

Brian ends up visiting John in Chapter 1, learning about his quirks (and there are a ton) and discovering his “hatred” for his hometown. John is a quotable man, referring to his high school as “Auschwitz”, a building that “looks like Nosferatu”, and much more. He lives with his elderly mother and speaks like the free-spirit-stuck-in-a-small-town that he is.

We learn that John believes a murder was committed by a member of a prominent local family and ultimately covered up. He hopes that Brian, with his investigative reporting skills, can unearth the true story.

However in this episode, Brian begins to question if there’s really a story to dig up. John – between all of his unique traits and talents (like building an elaborate garden maze), is surprisingly noncommittal when they get down to scrubbing for details.

Maze Google Maps
John’s Garden Maze in Alabama

We meet Skylar, the wife of a man with potential information about the murder. Brian asks if she has any information.

“He straight up told us that he killed him – cold blooded murdered him!” Skylar said. The accused murderer claimed self-defense and chargers were dropped, according to her.

“This town has a way of forgetting information and hiding information. If somebody don’t want people to know about it, then it won’t be there,” says Skylar, when Brian asks why none of the events made it into the newspapers.

Brian finally feels that he has a lead. The episode ends, ultimately serving as the background for the entire series, our launching point into the rest of the investigation.

Read our Chapter 2 Review & Recap Here: http://wp.me/p8xFU3-23

Podcast Review: S-Town / Chapter 2 (Spoilers)

Spoilers ahead for S-Town, Chapter 2

John McLemore

In Chapter 2, Brian shares a surprising twist after talking with John’s alleged suspect: There was no murder.

It was surprising because in just the second episode, the assumed plot line of the series comes to an end. When Brian shares the news with John, he sounds depressed.

“A clusterfuck of sorrow,” John says, while laughing in a sad tone.

After the revelation, the scope of the series changes. We realize that the podcast is now going to be about John himself. An outsider in Shit Town, Alabama.

“You know… I’m not the most cheerful person…” John says, while musing on the problems of climate change. Brian shares the tangents John goes off on – typhoons in the Philippines, floods in Pakistan, fallout from the Ebola outbreak, and Fukushima. We get a sense of the way John’s brain works – intelligent but scattered, and very likely troubled.

Brian shares his thoughts on John’s obsessions. “The connection is deeper than [everything being shitty]. He’s distressed by the lack of outrage compared to the amount of shittiness in the world. To him, the ratio is completely out of whack.”

John is bothered by the fact the people of S-Town assumed the murder was true but did nothing about it. His mindset is completely different than the people who live around him with a sense of disinterest. John wants to live a different way – helping others, donating money, and changing the life of Tyler Goodson.

We met Tyler in Chapter 1, tooling around on John’s property. He has a very difficult life, and John thinks he can fix it. John also slips in a comment that Tyler will receive 20 ounces of gold when John dies – that is, if the cops don’t steal it first.

The comment is the first hint as to how Chapter 2 ends: John kills himself.